the war is over.

I have lived with anxiety every day for as long as I can remember. The times I’ve been the least busy, anxiety consistently surges in my mind, telling me I don’t measure up, I’m not fulfilling my purpose in the Lord; even forcing me to ask myself, “Can you really afford to rest like this?” …

i have something to say.

The past few months, I’ve felt without words. I don’t know how to explain it, but every time I would sit down to write, I felt like every thought spinning around my head suddenly vanished. It was pretty frustrating because I didn’t know what was wrong. I’m the girl with usually TOO MUCH to say. …

April.

I'm pretty good at making decisions. I don't usually change my mind, or find myself indecisive. I love the security of making a decision which I know is "right". But, life isn't always so black and white, right? That's sort of my life right now. A lot of gray. In actuality, these past couple weeks …

February.

Things sort of got real this month. Pieces were put together. Sin was recognized. What’s new? Also: I’ve written about “Anything” by Jennie Allen like 18 times on here, but I’m going to do it again, and probably more times after this to come. It continues to wreck my life at all points, on a …

January.

A quick side note: God put it on my heart to write a little bit about what He taught me each month of this year. So, you’ll be seeing something like this every month, and hopefully other posts in between 🙂 January. Wow. I’m still in awe of how mightily God moved this month. Briefly, I …

2017.

Wow. I almost have no idea where to really start with this. 2017 marks the year where I experienced the most painful heartbreak, confusion, fight for my self-worth, trial after trial, and, worst of all, feeling angry at God because of my circumstances for the first time in my life. Yet simultaneously, 2017 has been …